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Några väntar på mig som jag väntar på dig

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Tomorrow will be the day when I book my ticket to go to the us for my first thanksgiving.. 
 
Jag har aldrig stått vid fronten
eller försvarat det jag har.
Men i skärvorna och flagorna
ligger ändå allting kvar,

Jag har litat på imorgon
som en troende tror.
Jag skulle gjort så annorlunda
om jag gick i andra skor
 
 

Family

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Have been working all weekend, feels good to make some money. Hope I will work a ton this month so I can get a good pay check in on the acount. Tonight is the last day, and maybe even tomorrow - let's hope so!! 
 
In a few days it's been 10 months with Neil, what a wonderful life 
 
No - fix a smothie some snacks and then Time to go to the gym then fix some movies to my phone then it's time to go and work
 
 

Om du vill ha en idiot, lägg din hand i min

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not at all

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"I hate the way you talk to me. And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick ó It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh ó Even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you ó Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."
Kat Stratford
 

The sun won't shine til' I kiss you

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Been doing stuff today - to everyones suprise. Both had time to play and relax. First of all the day started off with a lunch date with Fanny, was so nice to meet her. The gym was next on the schedule and I worked my ass off, I need to do some new ab workout plans, it's time for them to "pop", maybe try to stop eating shitt and protein shakes? Then I also had time to work a few hours and enjoy the company of a friend.

I also suprised my teacher by visiting the school just to get stuff so I can like study more on the english part.

Time to close my pretty eyes and sleep and dream of the big ass sallary that will come at the end of october, just hope to God that I will get enough money so I can move after new years, it might be sooner then planed.

 
 
The sun won't shine til' I kiss you
Peace on earth when I hold you
So baby what u waiting for
What u waiting for?

Ledig imorgon

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Tomorrow is going to be a day off from all work, just hang with friends and then I want to work out - extra hard!! At the moment my beloved fiance to be... (if he would just pop the question!) shave, a lovely end to a wonderful but short day. Feels like the days are getting darker and for the first time in what it feels like ages.. I can feel the winter slippin inside my hoodie, and it's finally time for my coat to come out of the closet.
 
 

I can't make you love me if you don't

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You could

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disappointment

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“Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.” 
 
 
 
 

for you, there's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

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Have been working night the past weeks, feels good. I like working nights. Just want this friday to pass by quickly, so I can drink dancing jucie and dance my little feet into pain once again. 
 
Gosh I miss going out, getting dolled up, talk shitt with my friends. Ugh. 
 

Heart foul of wine

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Finally I have my baby back, my wonderful computer is in my lap ahhh!! Can't wait for saturday to be quite honest, it's going to be so much fun!! Class-party meet together" And just talk about our future and hopes.. 
 
Can't wait to have this weekend, it's going to be great!! 

“Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and it may be necessary from time to time to give a stupid or misinformed beholder a black eye.” -- Miss Piggy

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 see trees that are green red roses too
I watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world
 

Been working a bit extra at the old folks home, just guarding a lady during the night, very peaceful and slow. Maybe just what I need, the extra bucks wont do any harm either.

Kinda gives you alot of time to think.. Going to go to the gym take a shower and then it's off to the old folks home. Thank God I bought the netflix app so I can amuse myself with the series "Orange is the new black" and "Weeds" 

 
 
 

You never stand alone

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I can't believe it white girl got some ass

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The day started off with the usual sleeeeepy morning, I can never seem to begin the day at a good time.

Then I did my make up and went into town to meet my one and only best friend, Josefine. We stuffed our face and emptied our wallets. The only few things I bought was a book and some fudge.

I also got a call so I'll probably work night both saturday and sunday, but it will only be on watch so it will be nice and oh so slow. Haha... The book I was speaking about was the second book from the Christian Dorian Grey Mr handsume whip me series. Not a big fan of the books, but it has some kind of romantic touch to it.

Today has not only been rewarding for my belly and my oh so "guilty pleasure" but also kicked ass at the gym.

I feel awzume and exited for life, finally!!

 

God

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 God doesn't give you what you want he gives you what you need
 
I can not describe in words how much I miss the part of me that made me who I am today, all those hours. I think I'm more sad about leaving the figureskating then when I left my x. 
 
 

eyes

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The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
 

Talk

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Lately I been feeling down, maybe the stress about finding a jobb, or maybe perhaps my mother is finally getting to me. 
 
I should just pick myself up from the ground and keep on running but it's so hard to do when you have been running for so long, I just need a break. 
 
 

outrun

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To outrun the people who once called me fat 
 

Yesterday was a gym day, 2 hours of pure pain. It was fun and I slept like a baby when I got home. The evening also gave me the pleasure of gym. I started working at the youth center aswell, which feels great!

Then I also called my other boss and hopefully I'll get some extra shifts, and I pray to God that soon I'll get a better paid job! Because Im in need of the money plus Im bored as hell...

 

Change

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Finally switching to english 
 

Now I have tried this before, but the blogg is in for a change.

  • More make up photos, more photos in general..
  • Writing in english, this might be a difficult change. But the more english I use the better I'll get.

 So we're starting - NOW.